January 2011
I wish I was wasted.
December 2010
and by that time I’ll have a chapter book of stories
and that will be nice.
to escape for a few hours.
into memory.
but when you close the book
at the end of the final chapter.
the last word’s been had.
no matter the smiles
the sparkle it brought to your eyes
it all fades.
sitting alone
utterly undeniably alone.
in an empty room.
somehow, that sucks the life away.
to die...
and by that time I’ll have a chapter book of stories
and that will be nice.
to escape for a few hours.
into memory.
but when you close the book
at the end of the final chapter.
the last word’s been had.
no matter the smiles
the sparkle it brought to your eyes
it all fades.
sitting alone
utterly undeniably alone.
in an empty room.
somehow, that sucks the life away.
to die...
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Could this have turned out any more hideously than...
Is there any possible way that it could have been even remotely worse?
Hahahahahaha why would I even ask something stupid like that? I’m Erica fucking Fischer-Colbrie! OF COURSE it went the worst possible way it could have ever possibly gone! Why the fuck would I ever expect anything else? God am I deluded for hoping even for a second that it might not end ATROCIOUSLY for me!
Ahhh...
brb gotta go take some cyanide.
brb gotta go take some cyanide.
